Rant

Today has been awful. I barely slept last night because my cat kept biting me. Usually she does this when she wants food, but her bowl was full, she had plenty of water, and I cleaned her litter box right before bed. As such, I got four hours of sleep.

I decided to skip church to pack and work on things that I just couldn't bring myself to work on over break. This is my last spring break, so screw being an honors student. Despite my good intentions, I fell asleep packing and didn't wake up until almost two, which is when I had planned to leave. I couldn't have left anyway since my family wasn't back from church yet.

I finally left the house around five, so I wouldn't get back to school until around ten. I was sad about this because Nick was supposed to come over and we wouldn't have very much time together if I didn't get there until bed time. It didn't matter anyway because when I called to tell him that I was an hour away from campus, he informed me that he wasn't coming. I'm beyond caring that he had a good excuse. He always has a good excuse and this one in particular was supposed to be taken care of over break.

Kid you not, right after I hung up the phone I hit the worst traffic jam I have ever been in. Probably worse than even Knoxville. I couldn't be too irritated since the cause was a really nasty looking wreck, but still. The traffic added an extra hour to my trip, so I didn't get back to campus until 11.

I was looking forward to logging onto my email and getting involved in a wonderful online chapter meeting with my amazing sisters. The first email I opened was a notice that there is too little participation in the chapter and that we may be folding after the upcoming term.

That was just the cherry on top. I can't focus on anything I'm supposed to be focusing on. I have a paper I was supposed to finish over break, but I didn't get anything accomplished. Now I'll have to beg for forgiveness and an extension. It's not like it's for a grade, but still. I also need to finish the chapters I was supposed to read for pledge training. And put together an agenda. And write the closing ritual out on the posters. And email the dean for a letter to International.

I'm just too drained to do any of it. I will instead be going to bed without dinner and waking up for breakfast where maybe I can begin to accomplish something.

End rant. Thanks for listening. Good night.